Today I didn't feel so useless, I actually did something. Nothing really interesting, so I won't give any more details. Today I also remembered that my life's not the way I want it to be, at least I'm not who I want to be. I just want to know what to do with myself, but I don't. I just walk through life but I don't even know if I'm getting there, or how I will get there. I don't even know what's there.
I'm really sad right now, I've been worse, but I am a little sad. I even cried while I was watching "Wake Me Up When September Ends" music video. I'm all alone, if only...I could reach for someone's hand. But I know, nobody's there.