Something really annoying happened today. I was in french class which I already hate. Then one idiot innocent boy, asked me: "Hey Gaby, how old are you?". I just smiled, while thoughts of murder ran through my mind, and answered: "Seventeen". He didn't believe it: "Really?". And I answered sweetly and laughing: "Yeah". I turned around and I could feel my face burning, I wasn't sure if it was because I was embarassed or angry, but I'm sure I was so red.
I know this doesn't make sense, so I'll explain it to you. I'm seventeen, but I don't know how I've always managed to seem younger, maybe twelve, I'm not sure. And I just hate it, hate it. I don't know, I just guess it's not really cool when people tell you: "No way kiddo", when you say you're seventeen.
I try to be cool about this age thing, but I'm not a patient person. So everytime there's someone giving his/her opinion about my age I have to count up to 10 and take deep breaths. I also try to see the bright side about it, I just think about how someday I'll like looking younger, being 40 and looking 35 or something...I don't know. All I know is that I could die tomorrow, so I don't really care if it will be OK someday.
I just wish there was a way for me to look my age.
By the way, I have other four classes with this stupid boy...goodie...The worst thing is that I know he didn't mean it or something, he was just....stupid. So, I can't hate him, well, I can...but I'm not that kind of person.
XoXo
Gaby
I know this doesn't make sense, so I'll explain it to you. I'm seventeen, but I don't know how I've always managed to seem younger, maybe twelve, I'm not sure. And I just hate it, hate it. I don't know, I just guess it's not really cool when people tell you: "No way kiddo", when you say you're seventeen.
I try to be cool about this age thing, but I'm not a patient person. So everytime there's someone giving his/her opinion about my age I have to count up to 10 and take deep breaths. I also try to see the bright side about it, I just think about how someday I'll like looking younger, being 40 and looking 35 or something...I don't know. All I know is that I could die tomorrow, so I don't really care if it will be OK someday.
I just wish there was a way for me to look my age.
By the way, I have other four classes with this stupid boy...goodie...The worst thing is that I know he didn't mean it or something, he was just....stupid. So, I can't hate him, well, I can...but I'm not that kind of person.
XoXo
Gaby
2 Comments:
Hey!!! Locaaaa
mMm PS JAJA ia sabes que siempre nos dicen ahh no tienen 14 blah blah.. a mi me dicen los mismo ash todos son unos idiots.. oie es cierto tu clase de frances es una mierda pero ps no puedes hacer nd jaja solo awantar a los desagradables, que por cierto son bastantes si no es que todos .... se pasa rapido jeje..
Don't feel bad, I'm 21 and I still get asked if I'm 14.
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