This week has been overwhelming, I'm so confused and I just want to scream. School has been okay, I've just realized what normal students do: homework. Since I have not much friends left at school, I'm focusing in studying. I've been doing all my homework, going to all my classes, paying attention, taking notes, etc. Feels good but I get tired.

The overwhelming thing, are my friends. They're so complicated, and it's getting out of control. I try to be a good friend but somehow I always fail. Today a friend made it pretty clear, when she told me that I always leave her behind and that I forget about her. That's funny, it really is, because when I'm with her it's cool, but if someone else comes (someone more interesting than me), she forgets about me. Sometimes I feel as if she would rather hang out with other people. I don't know how to fix it. I kind of know that I have to talk to her, but I don't want to. It would get ugly.

XoXo
Gaby