Today was bad news but somehow I managed to be okay. It's so weird when this happens, I should be crying, complaining, and screaming. But no. I'm looking on the brightside.
I'll be stuck in this stupid suffocating place for at least seven years, and there's nothing I can do about it. I haven't received news from the other school, but that's not the problem. I won't go even if I get in. There's no money to study out of state, so I guess that means I'll stay here for what it seems forever.
How can I be okay?
I probably knew it all along. And I'm still thinking it will get better, and I'm thinking it won't be that bad. What a fool... the same old story over again.
XoXo
Gaby
I'll be stuck in this stupid suffocating place for at least seven years, and there's nothing I can do about it. I haven't received news from the other school, but that's not the problem. I won't go even if I get in. There's no money to study out of state, so I guess that means I'll stay here for what it seems forever.
How can I be okay?
I probably knew it all along. And I'm still thinking it will get better, and I'm thinking it won't be that bad. What a fool... the same old story over again.
XoXo
Gaby
P.S. Believe me, there is a brightside... A stupid brightside.
6 Comments:
One of may favorite people ever, the Lost Artist, left this comment for me:
An enlightened buddhist monk is being chased through the woods by ravenous tigers, until he accidently runs off of the side of a cliff. But he manages to just barely grab hold of a strawberrry branch growing out of the side of the cliff. If he climbs back up he is sure to be eaten by the hungry tigers. If he lets go, he will certainly plummet to his death on the rocks below! What does he do?!?
Just eat the strawberries!
mad:
That's a good one. And I love strawberries. LOL.
Gaby, you should be good after spending some over there.. It feels that way at the beginning. But I liked your attitude - that is to look at the bright side!
I love your new blog layout. Did you code it yourself? pretty neat.
abhijeet:
I guess so.
amelia:
No, that's too complicated for me. I bought it at Chic and Sassy Designs.
It's always good to look on the bright side of things. Life is what you make of it!
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