Have you ever met someone who's just addictive? I know I have.

I love those kinds of friends, I just can't get enough. And sometimes they're not even good friends, or good persons, or at least not the best ones in the category. I'm aware of that, but I like spending time with them. They're fun and entertaining, sometimes you can't really trust them though.

On the other side, there's this weird kind I like to call annoying friends. How original...Anyway, they're people I can't stand because they are... have I said ANNOYING?! Oops, I think I have. All I can say is their insecurities are all over the place. I try to be patient about this, because I know they're good people, and they're good friends, they just lack confidence. And if someone knows about lacking confidence, that's me (actually I think everyone knows something about the subject). So, I try to be patient because I kinda know what it's like to feel so insecure. I have to admit, sometimes I feel like yelling: "Get over it!". But then again, I wouldn't like someone to yell that at me during one of my insecurity moments.

In the end I wonder what kind am I. I hope I'm addictive but trustworthy. Though I can qualify for annoying a lot of times...

Luckily I have friends that are not annoying, and not addictive. Friends that share same ideas and thoughts with me, so I get along with them really well, and they're really good friends. Those are the perfect kind. Don't you think?

I think I have 2 of that kind, but they're not available at the time. =(

Still if I ever need someone, I know I can ask them for help. I just don't spend time with them lately...

XoXo
Gaby

I've always wondered, what happens to people who believe they're superior? Really, does someone know?

I have a friend who thinks she's the smartest, the prettiest, definitely "the bestest". And I've noticed lately, she always thinks everything is about her, she thinks everyone is there for her and not for some other reason. If she needs something, instead of getting it herself, she asks for someone to do it for her. I don't know why she does this, but it really annoys me.

She laughs at everyone, she laughs at me! And what I hate the most, is when she laughs at me when I'm actually saying something that I mean, something that I care about, and she hurts me by doing this. Agh, so annoying.

And why does she think I'm like her? She's always saying I'll make her same mistakes. Yeah, maybe I will, but she shouldn't say it. Let me say it like this, if she makes a mistake it's because it is a normal thing everyone will do. According to her.

Sometimes I feel like she shows off on purpose, just to make me feel bad about myself. Why does she think she's the best? Why can't she be humble? She's always saying: "Hmm, well I'm so good in this... blah blah, not everyone is like that...."


Please somebody tell me, karma does exist.

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Gaby

-"Gaby, Gaby. Guess what! He talked to me."
-"Oh, good...I guess."

You would think I would be happier because he finally talked to her. But I'm not. Why? Because he is mine, my crush. A crush I love and then hate, and then ignore and then stalk. But MY crush after all.

It's not the first time she does this. And it always hurts badly. It makes me want to kill her. I know, I know she likes him. It's so obvious. She's more excited about him than I am, and she feels SO good because he talks to her and not to me. Classic symptoms.

This is the second time it happens with me, but it is also the second time for Sakura (best friend). And the worst thing is that it is Sakura's boyfriend, and my other friend obviously likes him, always has. And yeah, Sakura has treated him badly, and sometimes loves him, and hates him. But it's her boyfriend after all.

Why does she do that?

Last time it really hurt me and this time made me incredibly jealous. It has made me hate this behavior ALWAYS.

This is the reason why I can't be happy for another friend, because she's going out with a guy another friend liked before and still does. And even though the other friend is not my friend anymore, I still feel bad for her. And not good about my friend's relationship.

Why do they do this? I know sometimes it just happens, but if it happens the least you could do is accept it and stop being annoyingly obvious about it. Oh, and yes, don't go out with him without asking if it's okay to your friend. And if you care about your friendship, respect her decision.

What do you think? I don't ask for advice, it is not necessary, I really don't want to talk about it with her. Let's just say I have tried the talking thing with her, and it has never worked. Anyways, if someone has gone through this or feels the same, or has something to add. Let me know. =)

XoXo
Gaby

P.S. I've mentioned before I don't like posting real names here, and giving people nicknames is kind of weird. Do you have any ideas? Or should I keep things as they are?

I didn't know it was a such big deal choosing between a PC and a Mac. I've always chosen a PC. I never even considered a Mac. But lately some Mac freaks, I mean fans have been telling me how Mac is so much better, and how it does everything. As I stood speechless, and running out of material to defend my position.

I was really waiting for new Windows Vista, but now, I'm just a little confused and disappointed. Everybody says it's nothing compared to Mac OS X.

Until yesterday I thought a PC was just as good as Mac, but now I'm beginning to think it is not.

I think I will convert, but I'm not proud of it. I don't want to be like them, those Mac freaks that worship the brand and despise PC. No offense intended. Believe me. I'm a freak myself.

Well, I'll think about it for a while. I still have Windows XP, and I think I can stand being "old" for a while. I'm not buying a new laptop for a while.

Anyways, what are you Mac freak or PC oldie? What do you think?

XoXo
Gaby

P.S. In case you find this quite stupid, I must tell you it is. But I've always been loyal to PC's and Google. It is a big deal for me. A stupid big deal. =)

Just when you start forgetting what if feels like to be sick, you get sick. I've been sick for about a week now, and I don't want to go to the doctor. Why? Because everytime I go, they keep telling me to do or not to something, and it doesn't even have to do with the real illness.

The other day I went to see a dermatologist and she told me not to bite my lip, which I do a lot. I hate that habit too, but I find it hard to stop.

When I went to see the ophthalmologist he told me to eat more vegetables and blah blah, because my face looked like it needed some vitamins.

The other day my ears were hurting so I went to the doctor AGAIN, and he told me to exercise because I was so short, and that not doing exercise could affect my mood. He actually said that if I don't do exercise I would be sad and angry all the time, and so and so. That's so true, but still, I haven't exercised at all.

I know all these were good advice, but still, I felt like they were pointing out my flaws, flaws I hate and I like to think nobody notices, and they remind me that those flaws are visible.

Anyways I'm starting to get better, and I'm not taking any sort of medicine, and I haven't visited the doctor, so everything's good. I hope it doesn't get worse.

Sorry for not blogging, I've been busy with all this illness and...well nothing else.

XoXo
Gaby