My throat hurts, I was finally going out tonight but I guess not anymore. It sucks, I've had this super long weekend (4 days) and I haven't done anything with it. I've been watching Gilmore Girls, sleeping, and now I'm sick, so I won't go out tonight. So lame... I've also been reading "The Historian" by Elizabeth Kostova. I was looking forward to finishing it this weekend, but maybe I won't cause I really have to study for the tests coming next week, starting of with Radiology. I've always failed this subject, so, wish me luck.

The other subjects worrying my poor mind are Histology and Cell Biology. Anatomy isn't that much of a problem anymore, but I hope I do good. Anyway, that's enough of school. Though it should all be about school starting from now cause finals are coming soon, really soon. Besides, there's nothing else going on in my life lately. I just wanted to let you know I'm still alive. So. Good.

XoXo
Gaby

I don't know why am I having such a hard time lately, it's stupid how things get to me and make me miserable. My boring life is killing me, life shouldn't be that way, I mean...boring. I feel like it's all being a complete waste. Why not die already? Okay, I exaggerated a little, but sometimes I do feel like that. Some days are tough, I can't even manage to get through them decently.

The fact that I'm not a social person and my friends are is kind of weird/uncomfortable, and I'm even thinking I should get over my Daria/Emily the Strange phase. Could that be possible? I'll try, I guess.

I'm no longer wondering if there's something wrong with me. I know there's something wrong with me. I just don't know what it is. People don't get me for some reason. I'm not saying I'm so misunderstood. I'm just saying, I don't blend that well with people, and now it's bothering me.

Anyway, I should get going and study or something.

XoXo

Gaby