Ok, ok maybe I've never had a life. But now I'm the most lifeless I could ever be. I spend all day studying, and it's not even enough, I never go to sleep at 10, I get to eat whenever I can, and I don't have time to blog, write, or read something that isn't medical.

I knew it was going to be like this. But now I'm thinking maybe it's not worth it. I mean, who doesn't want a life? But on the other hand, I'm already there...

Oh well. I'll give it a year. Then I'll decide. If I decide to drop out, I think psychology would be my next choice. I love psychology. I also love medicine, but I've already made my point about that.

Sorry if I haven't blogged often, but as I said, I'm lifeless. LOL. I'll try to blog often even if it's short posts like this one.

Overall I'm okay. I'm having a hard time getting everything done, but I will be okay.

XoXo
Gaby

I'm glad the decision isn't only mine. I would be stupid enough to follow him wherever he goes. Even though he doens't care.

Bottom line: He will leave and I will stay. But it's fine. He's not important anymore.

Actually I don't know if I'll stay or leave now that I got into both schools. I think I'll be okay both ways. It's weird how it makes much more sense to stay. It's easier for me. It's better. But I still worry about my future. What will happen when I graduate? What education will be better? Will it be easier to cope here? Will it be hell staying?

On a side note, tomorrow I'll have my first medical experience. I will measure some patients' blood pressure.

XoXo
Gaby