I shared my secret with one of my closest friends this afternoon. I thought it was a big important secret, but it's not. She wasn't surprised or anything. What secret? You ask. Well, Forever 17 is one of my most significant secrets and a part of my life that nobody knows of.

Just the thought of somebody reading this, somebody who knows me in real life, I just can't imagine what I'd do. But I've just realized, that maybe it's not a big deal. I mean, is this blog as interesting and revealing as I think it is?

I think it's a normal blog about a normal life for anyone who doesn't know me, but I've always thought that people who know me in real life would find here something they don't know about me. But, what do I know? Maybe I'm not as mysterious as I think I am. Maybe I'm predictable and transparent. And that's scary... that would mean that people see the depressed, lonely, and scared person I am, not to mention self-centered.

Now, I don't know what I'll do. I just told her that I had a blog but didn't tell her how to find it, so I can get out of it. I think I have an idea, I'll just give her a better secret. I just have to think about one. Any ideas?

XoXo
Gaby

I've considered quitting this blog so many times, I don't even know why am I still blogging. There are so many reasons for quitting but the most significant lately is the fact that I have no time for this, I don't even have time for my school activities. I hate neglecting this blog, I really do. I hate not blogging often, and I wish I could do so everyday. But things have gotten a little hectic.

I've had other ideas, like replacing this blog with a new one but in Spanish, or starting a new one that isn't private so my friends could read it. Believe it or not, sometimes I'd like for friends to read some stuff, not the kind of stuff I write here, but stuff... You know. Anyway, these ideas have nothing to do with the time issue (obviously), there are just things I would like.

Anyway, everytime I think about this, I realize I can't get rid of Forever 17. There are also many reasons for keeping it.

I've made so many friends through this blog and without it I would lose part of the "connection". I could still read blogs but nobody would read mine. I also love to read my old posts and remember those days, and I love sharing things here, things that nobody knows.

So, just for now I won't quit. =)

Any ideas?

XoXo
Gaby

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Today's my last day of freedom and I'm sitting here blogging about it. It was a boring stupid day, I didn't even get to watch Hannah Montana. And you probably don't know it, but I'm a huge Hannah Montana fan. Who would have known?

I should be sleeping, I'll have to wake up tomorrow at 7:00 AM. But here I am. I know I can't resist blogging, even if I don't have much to tell. Just like this time.

Anyway, I couldn't watch Hannah Montana because it was raining too much. And water got into my house, even into my room. It was not a terrible situation, but there was no cable so I had to listen to the radio, because there was nothing on TV. And I had to mop, which I didn't because my mom did. So that was good because I don't even know how to mop.

I should stop this post. I just wanted to let you know my last day of freedom was a stupid crappy boring one. Tomorrow should be interesting though.

XoXo
Gaby