I hear the phone ringing, and I wish it's not for me. I don't feel like talking to anyone, I don't feel like explaining something I don't understand. I don't want to explain, why I don't feel like going anywhere. And I don't want to hear again the questions: Why are you so quiet? Are you bored? Are you sleepy? Are you okay? I'm just sad! But I won't say.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I know there's something wrong.

This one question in my mind: Why can't I be happy?

XoXo
Gaby