Oh, and I don't know. I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster.

Yes, that's "Beautiful Disaster" by Kelly Clarkson. I was just listening to it and realized that this part described my day a little. It's ridiculous how it describes it, but it doesn't matter. Life is ridiculous.

Anyways, it's about Mr. Charming Voice, I've blogged about him before, and I'm doing it again. So what?!

This time, he called my name. He even called me Gaby, not the weird name everyone calls me (first name I hate). Just yesterday I was telling a friend that I didn't want to graduate without him knowing my name. So, I guess now I can happily graduate.

After calling my name. He asked me if I had the invitation to the party he had given me yesterday. Just yesterday, the invitation made everyone wonder about this. I mean, we never go to those preppy things, so why did they bother to invite us? Oh, yeah. They invited everyone.

Well, after he asked me that, I thought about it. I was still in shock because he knew my name. Finally I answered I had left it at home (was true). Actually I had planned to paste it on my diary, and write something like...

Dear diary:

Today, he made me feel special...

LOL, just kidding. But I was also kidding about that, yesterday. As you can see, it was quite weird, and topic of various conversations.

Ok, returning to the main idea. He said: "Well, can you give me back the invitation tomorrow?" I just answered: "Sure..."

But what? What does he want? It's so weird and it's driving me crazy. I can't find any explanation to this, well I can. But all the ideas I have are of bad things. Like, a bad joke, or I don't know. Is he going to uninvite me? I wasn't thinking of going to the party, but still, it's not very nice to uninvite me. And, how can he know if I want to go or not? Is it that obvios? Why me?

But wait. He knows my name. That's all he had to do, and he did it. I don't even know why I care, I don't even like him. I just like his voice, and he made me feel special when he used his voice and called my name.

I don't know what will happen tomorrow, I just hope something does happen. Good or bad. I don't want the day to go by, and end up blogging about how nothing really happened, and how I have no answers to my questions.

I promise you, I'll get answers, and blog tomorrow.

By the way, if this whole post sounded stupid, naive, and shallow. I know it is, but still it was fun.

XoXo
Gaby