Once again, the same excuse.

I've been super busy with final exams. That's why I haven't blogged at all, since...well, anyway.

I'm getting tired of being me. Especially when I'm so boring. Really, why am I so boring? Just my face...has something that is bored and boring at the same time. So pathetic.

Let me explain. When I'm with my friends I often get lost in my own thoughts, especially when there's more than one friend with me. You see, I don't have to really participate in the conversation or whatever is going on at the moment if they're doing okay on their own.

Focusing on what I'm doing at the moment requires great effort, smiling, laughing, and talking requires an even greater effort. So I just sit there quiet with my bored and boring face. Not caring of what it looks like, until people ask and say...."Are you okay?" "She's so serious." "She's so quiet." Sometimes I even wish to be...what was that horrible word? Oh yeah, normal.

I'll blog tomorrow as well, about something happy I hope.

XoXo
Gaby