Everything feels so weird today. I'm wondering if this will be the day that I die. I hope not, I feel like there's so many things I want to do. I'm not scared, I just don't want it to be today.
Right now I'm regretting putting off so many things... What?! Wait! Maybe I won't die. But if you don't hear for me in a while, well, you know.
Okay, this started as one of my crazy ideas and now I'm actually believing it. I don't want to die!
I didn't realize it. It's too soon. I want do do it all. I want to meet Gael García, I want to be a doctor, I want to write, and I want to know what will happen to my life. I want to know if I'm capable of achieving everything I want, and I want to know how lucky I am, and the only way of knowing that depends on meeting or not Gael. Just kidding.
Well. I hope this is just one more of my crazy ideas.
Oh my God, I was kidding the whole time, but now I'm a little bit concerned. =S
Right now I'm regretting putting off so many things... What?! Wait! Maybe I won't die. But if you don't hear for me in a while, well, you know.
Okay, this started as one of my crazy ideas and now I'm actually believing it. I don't want to die!
I didn't realize it. It's too soon. I want do do it all. I want to meet Gael García, I want to be a doctor, I want to write, and I want to know what will happen to my life. I want to know if I'm capable of achieving everything I want, and I want to know how lucky I am, and the only way of knowing that depends on meeting or not Gael. Just kidding.
Well. I hope this is just one more of my crazy ideas.
Oh my God, I was kidding the whole time, but now I'm a little bit concerned. =S
XoXo
Gaby
Gaby
P.S. If I do die, please don't remember me for this last lame post.
3 Comments:
Ok, so, is this a cry for help? Why would you think this way? Are you sick? Or suicidal? I don't think life could ever get so bad for me that I'd want to take my own life. That would just be a cop out. Cheer up and come by my place. I make a mean cup of tea.
Visiting a fellow teen via Celise's blog.
LOL. Not a cry for help. It just was such a weird day. I don't think I'll ever sucide. Don't know why. At least not today.
Thanks for visiting. I'll visit your blog.
Eh. That's always awkward eh. Draven Atreides, people who love writing are generally over dramatic. So are people who love Paris Hilton...but thats just a different kind of over dramatic.
Gabby, I will remember you for the last name post - but don't die. YOU WILL ACHIEVE EVERYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND TO! xoxo!
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