I'm sad... a little bit depressed perhaps. I keep blaming it on external factors, but I fear it comes from the inside. I wish I could have everything I keep wanting, and see if that makes me happy. I really believe it would, but something keeps telling me it wouldn't.

It really doesn't matter cause life is not giving me what I want, and I keep asking myself why. Sometimes I feel like crying: "It's not fair!"

XoXo
Gaby